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मेटदै छू भावनाले कोरेका अक्षरहरू
टोडदैछु उपहार स्वोरूप दिएका वस्तुहरु
सेलाउदै छू कात्रो बनाई बागमतिमा ती यादहरू
भागदैछु धेरै टाढा छाडदै कैले नमेटिने पाइलाहरू


लाग्दैन माया।।  एक रत्ती पनि लाग्दैन
जति गर्नु छ मैले गरिसके
जति सहनु छ मैले सहिसके
अब लाउदिन माया।। देखावटी मायामा कैले फस्दिन ।।



ढुङालाई सुनाएको भए पग्लन्थ्यो होला
तर पग्लेन त्यो मानवरुपी तड्पाउने मन
एक अन्जान व्यक्तिलाई सुनाएको भए बुझिसक्थ्यो
तर छेउटुप्पो सर्न चाहेन देखाउदै बालापन

लाग्दैन माया ।। एक रत्ती पनि लाग्दैन।।
जति सम्झौता गर्नु छ मैले गरिसके
जति झुक्नु छ मैले झुकिसके
अब लाउदिन माया।। निस्वार्थी प्रेम त मरे नी लाउदिन।।

सोचनै छुद्र रैथ्यो एक मौका दिन नसक्ने
एकातिर मन दौडाइ शरीर अर्को तीर लम्काउने
आँखाले माया गर्छु भन्दै मनले केही अरु खोज्ने
शब्दमा निस्वार्थी माया गर्नेले व्यवहारमा धन रोज्ने
शायद माया नै सधैं नामको मात्र माया रैथ्यो
थियो त केवल साथीहरू माझमा देखावटिपन

अरु त केही हैन
रैछ यो सब त्यो उम्रदो बैश अनि तन मन को समिश्रन।।

Broken heart

no matter what.
whether u love me or not.. it doesnt matter to me...
its not important to me...
how many boyfren u make ....
how many heart u break

how many proposal u accept
u were my love who accepted me at frst instance.. 
now its ended with the positive node.. 
but still u are in my heart and in my soul

u decided to leave me and choose a way apart.
u may have some thing on ur head.. thinking head..
its not ur fault.
its the time.. which wasnt in my side..
ur reasons were appreciable for me..

so i dont think i would ever propose u again

but by saying that i will never forget to pray for u
i will never forget to miss u
i will never forget to drm of u
coz i loved u .. i loved u frm my heart.
i failed to show it. 
i was unable to make u feel 
i know that.
i was terribly mistaken not to think frm ur side.
i always think abt me and only me.. i am selfish
now am realizng that part
anyway.. i dont mind being selfish in the sense of putting our relation to other level.
though u rejected me
i never accepted ur rejection letter
am writing this till the last second only to make this relation better

though u decided to throw this relationship status in drain
i wont let u be in pain..
whatever the circumstances and the trouble comes in ur way
i wont let u suffer again...
no matter the success i get in my lyf

u wil be in my heart and my brain 

as u were there in previous yr 
i wish i cud get that support oh my dear...
wil count for the days to come. 
may be its jst a drm for me.
bt still noone can stop me frm daydrming ..
my feelings my expectations are now all torn apart
still
I LOVE YOU... my baby.. coz u r my heart ...